DREAMS
On this page you will be able to take a look into my subconsious, and read
the dreams I remembered and had the energy to write down, or record after I woke up.
A (******) in the text means there was something I redacted from my original description for whatever reason.
A (SAMPLETEXT) in the text means the text between the brackets is a comment on something in the dream, an not something that happened inside of the dream.
A (******) in the text means there was something I redacted from my original description for whatever reason.
A (SAMPLETEXT) in the text means the text between the brackets is a comment on something in the dream, an not something that happened inside of the dream.
Rooftop Asassination with GleebyOct 25th 2024
I'm in a first person shooter on a beach, I'm slow walking but teammates are sprinting ahead giving away our location. (probably from looking at lotor's BO6 stream) I climbed a ladder to get to highground and then it turned into an assasination in a city, with me and Gleeby climbing on a ladder to get highground, and me spilling water on Gleeby's drawings that they had in the same hand as some kind of switch they were giving me
The guy we were going to asassinate looked like the balding guy from 3 Body Problem. I missed my first shot on the target, but it hit a balloon so nobody noticed it was a gunshot, the guy we were trying to assasinate then yelled at us to do what we had prepared, as if we were party technicians, so I pressed the switch, and the man started singing with his eyes turning black.
Then after a few moments, the guys head explodes, and a group op people start to search for us
Then it suddenly turns into minecraft.
They were going after us and We barely had any gear while they had diamond gear.
I broke a block to the roof, walked over top them, broke a block to the hallway, grabbed my blocky ak with yellow laser sight and shot one of them, who was placing down a bunch of ender dragon heads, then we both ran down some apartment building stairs, while I was talking about the piss laser on my AK.
We switched skins (roblox skins) and headed back upstairs, we talked about wanting to be safe with the recent murders going around, trying to blend into the crowd.
When we got to the top of the stairs, we had to get body searched by The Legion from Dead By Daylight, because they wanted to be safe regarding the person that got killed.
The Legion found a desert eagle on my body, so he said it was polict to confiscate it, so I went searching for a receipt for my desert eagle so I could keep it.
Then another person, a white long haired blonde woman in a fancy red dress, started being very suspicious of me and went looking over my shoulder at my receipts, which said things like "Columbian prescence" and "Hacking services" which she read out loud. She then started to suspect me and Gleeby of the murder, but I simply replied with "I guess you don't know how to party" and Gleeby followed up with "whore".
We then Walked past the Legion into a huge rooftop party, Wizard was there and told the server that they had been dizzy for 3 days straight, while the server was refilling the carrots and peas at the party.
(The whole dream felt like some sort of minecraft/gta roleplay)
The guy we were going to asassinate looked like the balding guy from 3 Body Problem. I missed my first shot on the target, but it hit a balloon so nobody noticed it was a gunshot, the guy we were trying to assasinate then yelled at us to do what we had prepared, as if we were party technicians, so I pressed the switch, and the man started singing with his eyes turning black.
Then after a few moments, the guys head explodes, and a group op people start to search for us
Then it suddenly turns into minecraft.
They were going after us and We barely had any gear while they had diamond gear.
I broke a block to the roof, walked over top them, broke a block to the hallway, grabbed my blocky ak with yellow laser sight and shot one of them, who was placing down a bunch of ender dragon heads, then we both ran down some apartment building stairs, while I was talking about the piss laser on my AK.
We switched skins (roblox skins) and headed back upstairs, we talked about wanting to be safe with the recent murders going around, trying to blend into the crowd.
When we got to the top of the stairs, we had to get body searched by The Legion from Dead By Daylight, because they wanted to be safe regarding the person that got killed.
The Legion found a desert eagle on my body, so he said it was polict to confiscate it, so I went searching for a receipt for my desert eagle so I could keep it.
Then another person, a white long haired blonde woman in a fancy red dress, started being very suspicious of me and went looking over my shoulder at my receipts, which said things like "Columbian prescence" and "Hacking services" which she read out loud. She then started to suspect me and Gleeby of the murder, but I simply replied with "I guess you don't know how to party" and Gleeby followed up with "whore".
We then Walked past the Legion into a huge rooftop party, Wizard was there and told the server that they had been dizzy for 3 days straight, while the server was refilling the carrots and peas at the party.
(The whole dream felt like some sort of minecraft/gta roleplay)
Snailpig Minecraft by DaylightOct 19th 2024
There was a huge group of snails of varying colors and sizes going along the sidewalk and street, they were along the entire street.
Lotor got selected to do standup at their local carnival, and held up a paper and an envelope with an invitation, which had a logo looking like roblox piggy on it.
I was modding in a minecraft survival server (which was a flat world for some reason) and someone had a bug of a title showing up at their base when it shouldn't be. Then lighting started to strike their chests, which were full of diamonds and diamond gear, and destroy all the items.
Something with getting a flashlight save against an artist in DBD.
Lotor got selected to do standup at their local carnival, and held up a paper and an envelope with an invitation, which had a logo looking like roblox piggy on it.
I was modding in a minecraft survival server (which was a flat world for some reason) and someone had a bug of a title showing up at their base when it shouldn't be. Then lighting started to strike their chests, which were full of diamonds and diamond gear, and destroy all the items.
Something with getting a flashlight save against an artist in DBD.
Xeno Truck Cigar BusJuly 30th 2024
I'm playing as the Xenomorph in Dead By Daylight, and for some reason I'm running around the map at insane high speeds, I'm having so much fun and ramming my keys.
Something with not wanting my phone to get stolen, so I don't let it charge at a generator.
I was with a friend I didn't recognize, together we walked up to the back of a truck, which had a container in it with our belongings in it. It's raining pretty hard. The friend told me "it was really expensive, but very worth it"
I was standing in some small office room while some guy in a white western outfit interviews someone, with a few other guys in the room. I tried to smoke a cigar the wrong way around (with the burning side in my mouth) which I realized was wrong, then I tried to smoke it the right way around but it whistled very loud, drawing the attention of everyone in the room for a few seconds, before I quickly turned it around again
I told the guy in the white outfit I didn't feel anything from the cigar, just that my mouth was covered in ash and really dry.
I got on a bus by hanging off the back, and it started speeding up, I struggled really hard to pull myself into the bus.
Willow was in the bus as well, they were standing in the hallway, but we didn't interact and Willow didn't notice me.
Something with not wanting my phone to get stolen, so I don't let it charge at a generator.
I was with a friend I didn't recognize, together we walked up to the back of a truck, which had a container in it with our belongings in it. It's raining pretty hard. The friend told me "it was really expensive, but very worth it"
I was standing in some small office room while some guy in a white western outfit interviews someone, with a few other guys in the room. I tried to smoke a cigar the wrong way around (with the burning side in my mouth) which I realized was wrong, then I tried to smoke it the right way around but it whistled very loud, drawing the attention of everyone in the room for a few seconds, before I quickly turned it around again
I told the guy in the white outfit I didn't feel anything from the cigar, just that my mouth was covered in ash and really dry.
I got on a bus by hanging off the back, and it started speeding up, I struggled really hard to pull myself into the bus.
Willow was in the bus as well, they were standing in the hallway, but we didn't interact and Willow didn't notice me.
Immovable ObjectJuly 2nd 2024
I'm lying in bed on my chest, staring into the corner of my bedframe to the right of my pillow. I can't move my body at all. A black and white chequered pattern drifts through my mind, with colourless distorted smiling faces on the black squares.
The pattern stops all of a sudden.
I'm looking into the black and white eyes of my alien plushie, everything seemed normal, but I still couldn't move my body.
I noticed something was in my room, and slowly walking towards my bed, I couldn't see it, but I knew exactly what it looked like. A big shadowy figure with no bones or muscles, just shadowy mass. In the form of tall limbs with no joints, no hands and no feet.
It started walking closer, I tried to move but my muscles wouldn't budge, and as I felt it right next to me, it said "don't scream, it'll only hurt more"
I jolted awake, and I see my alien plushie sitting next to my pillow.
The pattern stops all of a sudden.
I'm looking into the black and white eyes of my alien plushie, everything seemed normal, but I still couldn't move my body.
I noticed something was in my room, and slowly walking towards my bed, I couldn't see it, but I knew exactly what it looked like. A big shadowy figure with no bones or muscles, just shadowy mass. In the form of tall limbs with no joints, no hands and no feet.
It started walking closer, I tried to move but my muscles wouldn't budge, and as I felt it right next to me, it said "don't scream, it'll only hurt more"
I jolted awake, and I see my alien plushie sitting next to my pillow.
The Division Dance OffJune 8th 2024
The earliest thing I remember is being in some sort of trailer/teaser for a PvP gamemode of the Division 2, the hud, and overall look had a lot of elements from the game, and we were in some sort of underground tunnel system with industrial things here and there.
I was looking through the eyes of a white woman with tied up long blonde hair and wearing a baseball cap, who was teamed up with a white man with short brown hair and a stubble beard, they got into an intense close-combat fight against other division agents, and they seemed distressed and confused about the fact that they were fighting other division agents, then they sort of panicked in a "we can't trust anyone" sort of way, and started running down a corridor.
The woman started shouting two names, trying to find more allies, but the man criticized her for giving away their position.
In the middle of them fighting over shouting names, they turned a corner and saw a highly armored individual raising their gun at them from a distance, the woman ran away yelling, and the man took cover behind the corner, the man then went to take a look around the corner.
The man saw it was just a cutout, and stood in the middle of the hallway. He yelled to the woman to come back, the woman then said something along the lines of "don't you realize this is exactly what I wanted" the woman turns around, three gunshots ring out, and the man falls down, the woman walks away casually.
Then I saw a sort of cinematic shot of a white double door with flaking paint opened just slightly, someone indistinguishable quickly peeking out and then slamming it shut.
(I then switched to myself, my own POV)
I was walking, or more like Skipping in a weird rythym, where I tapped the floor 3 times, did a jump, tapped the floor 3 times, and so on.
I turned a corner and saw the double door with the white flaking paint, opened slightly, and as I was looking around the corridor leading to it, it closed.
There was another hallway adjacent to the double door, going left was a hallway full of brightly coloured clothes and accessories, on racks, hanging from the ceiling, and just kinda everywhere.
I skipped through it and found a slightly larger room with a metal frame bed to my left, and a square room on the far end of the room which was tiled, but then I heard something behind me.
Halfway down the hallway of clothes, there was a person wearing a white mask of a mannequin with a neutral expression. They had a blue wig, styled in a sort of emo/scene way, and overall pretty cool clothes, I can't remember exactly but it was a bit like the tricksters clothes from DBD.
Music started playing, vibey music, and they started dancing to it, and doing all sorts of moves, I started doing the same. It turned into a sort of dance-off, and we went through a lot of dance moves, I can remember me eventually ending up on the bed, rolling off of it on my side and then with another roll doing a sort of twist that made me stand up very smoothly off the ground, which was pretty cool.
After a while they stopped and started looking at me, they walked into the room I was in, and through doors that were around the corned to the left from the clothing hallway.
Then through some sort of PA system they started talking to me, and giving me a bunch of instructions, I didn't catch the last two sentences and asked them to repeat, but they played the womp womp horn through the PA system.
The first thing I had to do was shower for some reason, and all of a sudden a shower started running in one of the small tiled rooms I mentioned earlier, so I went in and started showering, using the soap bars that were packaged like solid deoderant sticks.
In the shower there was a colourful graphic about (******) with 4 lines. I can only remember the 4th which said something along the lines of "Can I use metal items like a screwdriver? No of course not silly! Only doctors use metal instruments on sharks!"
After a while the shower stopped running, and the person came up to it to tell me to get out, politely though. They told me something about having to do my hair every day, and that I could take some of the clothes from the rack next to the shower. They then started talking about having to wake up at 08:00AM every day, while walking through the doors they went through earlier, I asked them if I could say something about that, they turned around, and for the first time I actually saw the person without any mask or coverings.
They looked like a woman, about in their 20-30s, with a bunch of long curly dark hair on both sides of their head, their skin was brown, and they were wearing an oversized charcoal shirt with some white text on it, and grey sports pants.
They were standing in the doorway, holding the doors open, and the doors had ~5 steps behind them going down into a very cozy looking living room area, with warm lights and dark-wood floors, just a very cozy looking room.
I then told them I have a sleeping disorder (which I do) (Which I DID! I have recovered my sleep rythym after 3 years :D) and they took a step towards me and said "oh man that really sucks... who are you?" I replied with "you mean my name?" "yea" "Jelte" "Jelte who?" "Jelte (surname)" Their eyes widened, their mouth opened a bit, and the world froze.
For 10 seconds I was looking at them in this pose, completely frozen out of nowhere, and after 10 seconds I woke up.
I was looking through the eyes of a white woman with tied up long blonde hair and wearing a baseball cap, who was teamed up with a white man with short brown hair and a stubble beard, they got into an intense close-combat fight against other division agents, and they seemed distressed and confused about the fact that they were fighting other division agents, then they sort of panicked in a "we can't trust anyone" sort of way, and started running down a corridor.
The woman started shouting two names, trying to find more allies, but the man criticized her for giving away their position.
In the middle of them fighting over shouting names, they turned a corner and saw a highly armored individual raising their gun at them from a distance, the woman ran away yelling, and the man took cover behind the corner, the man then went to take a look around the corner.
The man saw it was just a cutout, and stood in the middle of the hallway. He yelled to the woman to come back, the woman then said something along the lines of "don't you realize this is exactly what I wanted" the woman turns around, three gunshots ring out, and the man falls down, the woman walks away casually.
Then I saw a sort of cinematic shot of a white double door with flaking paint opened just slightly, someone indistinguishable quickly peeking out and then slamming it shut.
(I then switched to myself, my own POV)
I was walking, or more like Skipping in a weird rythym, where I tapped the floor 3 times, did a jump, tapped the floor 3 times, and so on.
I turned a corner and saw the double door with the white flaking paint, opened slightly, and as I was looking around the corridor leading to it, it closed.
There was another hallway adjacent to the double door, going left was a hallway full of brightly coloured clothes and accessories, on racks, hanging from the ceiling, and just kinda everywhere.
I skipped through it and found a slightly larger room with a metal frame bed to my left, and a square room on the far end of the room which was tiled, but then I heard something behind me.
Halfway down the hallway of clothes, there was a person wearing a white mask of a mannequin with a neutral expression. They had a blue wig, styled in a sort of emo/scene way, and overall pretty cool clothes, I can't remember exactly but it was a bit like the tricksters clothes from DBD.
Music started playing, vibey music, and they started dancing to it, and doing all sorts of moves, I started doing the same. It turned into a sort of dance-off, and we went through a lot of dance moves, I can remember me eventually ending up on the bed, rolling off of it on my side and then with another roll doing a sort of twist that made me stand up very smoothly off the ground, which was pretty cool.
After a while they stopped and started looking at me, they walked into the room I was in, and through doors that were around the corned to the left from the clothing hallway.
Then through some sort of PA system they started talking to me, and giving me a bunch of instructions, I didn't catch the last two sentences and asked them to repeat, but they played the womp womp horn through the PA system.
The first thing I had to do was shower for some reason, and all of a sudden a shower started running in one of the small tiled rooms I mentioned earlier, so I went in and started showering, using the soap bars that were packaged like solid deoderant sticks.
In the shower there was a colourful graphic about (******) with 4 lines. I can only remember the 4th which said something along the lines of "Can I use metal items like a screwdriver? No of course not silly! Only doctors use metal instruments on sharks!"
After a while the shower stopped running, and the person came up to it to tell me to get out, politely though. They told me something about having to do my hair every day, and that I could take some of the clothes from the rack next to the shower. They then started talking about having to wake up at 08:00AM every day, while walking through the doors they went through earlier, I asked them if I could say something about that, they turned around, and for the first time I actually saw the person without any mask or coverings.
They looked like a woman, about in their 20-30s, with a bunch of long curly dark hair on both sides of their head, their skin was brown, and they were wearing an oversized charcoal shirt with some white text on it, and grey sports pants.
They were standing in the doorway, holding the doors open, and the doors had ~5 steps behind them going down into a very cozy looking living room area, with warm lights and dark-wood floors, just a very cozy looking room.
I then told them I have a sleeping disorder (which I do) (Which I DID! I have recovered my sleep rythym after 3 years :D) and they took a step towards me and said "oh man that really sucks... who are you?" I replied with "you mean my name?" "yea" "Jelte" "Jelte who?" "Jelte (surname)" Their eyes widened, their mouth opened a bit, and the world froze.
For 10 seconds I was looking at them in this pose, completely frozen out of nowhere, and after 10 seconds I woke up.
Burn BumpsMay 23rd 2024
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I also remember a moment where I was looking at my legs, and seeing they were very bumpy, like goosebumps but more extreme. So I looked closely at my legs, and saw they had the texture of burn scar tissue, and it was almost porous, it looked stringy and decaying. I then looked up on my phone, why do my legs look porous (what a response)
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I also remember a moment where I was looking at my legs, and seeing they were very bumpy, like goosebumps but more extreme. So I looked closely at my legs, and saw they had the texture of burn scar tissue, and it was almost porous, it looked stringy and decaying. I then looked up on my phone, why do my legs look porous (what a response)
Roller Coaster BuilderDec 26st 2023
We went through a roller coaster with music and cool visuals that I had made (Probably coming from me building minecraft roller coasters) and at
the end there was a slower section with a sort of gallery, with big dark rooms we slowly
rolled through, that had asymmetrical groups of screens on the opposite wall to us,
with one screen in the middle displaying an image related to a memory I have. The very
last room was the largest and had Juice WRLD songs playing, the wall was completely
filled with Juice WRLD imagery like a memoir. When we exited the rollercoaster everyone
said they thought it was pretty cool that I made that, and I was also fully convinced I
"built" every part of it. We then walked through a very large hangar area where it was
raining (this place has appeared once before in my dreams) but it was a closed building,
we walked up some industrial metal stairs to a higher platform, and sat down at a table.
One of the people with the group was (name), the rest were guys I don't remember.
Flaking white paintDec 21st 2023
I had a dream where my mother called me up from the year 2001, saying
that my CMD study was doomed to fail, and that I shouldn't try to pursue it.
She said that I came home with a fully red face, and she tried to make tea for me,
(even though I don't like tea). The call ended while I was saying something,
and that made want to punch a window, but my punch was extremely slow. The
world was in sepia/greyscale, and I was in a wooden house at daytime with a
fairly low hanging sun, the window I tried to punch was in a not so very sturdy
looking wooden frame, with white paint that was starting to flake off, and the
walls were horizontal wooden panels with the same flaking white paint. To the
right of the window was a double door to the outside. Outside of the window
I saw treetops and in the distance tall residential and industrial buildings,
all looking not modern, meaning the room I was in was off the ground. I screamed
as hard as I could without a sound coming from my mouth, three times, the third
time I also pressed me eyes shut, and that made me wake up, still seeing an imprint
of the double doors in my vision while waking up.